shutterblind (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} shutterblind) wrote,@ 2008-03-30 23:30:00 |
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This blows
I hate it when all these responsibilities are put on your shoulder especially if they aren't even yours to begin with. I find myself more and more detached from my life here at home. I really feel that i no longer have a family i can actually count on. Mom's really out of it. Dad's an asshole. My brothers don't live here anymore. I'd love to move out but then again who's gonna stay with mom? Oh well. I was just thinking about how much i want to get into a relationship again but then again i have a fucking bulkload of issues that i have to deal with first. Why me!? I just want a normal life but no... I get a really fucked up reality as a reward. Oh well, maybe a really big bus will hit me as i cross the street and save me from all this.
I hate it when all these responsibilities are put on your shoulder especially if they aren't even yours to begin with. I find myself more and more detached from my life here at home. I really feel that i no longer have a family i can actually count on. Mom's really out of it. Dad's an asshole. My brothers don't live here anymore. I'd love to move out but then again who's gonna stay with mom? Oh well. I was just thinking about how much i want to get into a relationship again but then again i have a fucking bulkload of issues that i have to deal with first. Why me!? I just want a normal life but no... I get a really fucked up reality as a reward. Oh well, maybe a really big bus will hit me as i cross the street and save me from all this.
